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Author and Publisher maggie davis talks about her personal experience with Bell's palsy |
Others share their experience with Bell's palsy
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History: I'm 54, an author/publisher/community volunteer and lay-healer. I've had insulin dependent diabetes for about seven years and chronic neck pain for a much longer time than that. For over twenty years I've experienced pain in the facial nerve on the left side of my face when I'm out in a cold wet wind. Before its onset the morning after Thanksgiving, I never had Bell's palsy. Two days before Thanksgiving, I noticed a cold sore in the corner of my mouth. I don't usually have cold sores. Without any treatment, the cold sore was gone in about an hour. On Thanksgiving day, I went for a twenty minute walk without a hat. That Maine day was cold and snowy and windy. When the palsy began, my lip felt swollen, but didn't look that way. I couldn't purse my lips normally, but I didn't think much of it. My lip felt the way it does when I'm coming out of novacaine—not numb, but huge and uncontrollable. (Note: I'd had dental work a couple of months before this. I think the dentist injected novacaine (Lidocaine?) in that "hinge" between my left upper and lower wisdom teeth. If I'm remembering right, the novacaine didn't take and he gave me another injection.) Over the next three days the palsy began to come on. I didn't have a huge droop. However, I couldn't move/control the muscles on the left side of my face at all. I was unable to smile at all on the left side and I couldn't close my left eye all the way. Off and on, my glands and lymph nodes in my neck and face and under my jaw swelled painfully. And my facial nerves (the seventh cranial?) were inflamed as well. Treatment: 1) acupuncture (plus laser light) —helpful, but painful. Less painful when points used were not on the head, ear or face. 2) chiropractic—Our chiropractor's highly skilled, and he was gentle, yet the adjustments he made early on (the third day) resulted in a lot of pain. 3) *Reiki—very helpful and soothing. The intention was to increase circulation, while at the same time, to calm the inflamed facial nerves. 4) **Vitamin B-12 shots I gave myself in the muscle of my thigh each day, 1cc. Now I'm tapering off. Make sure someone shows you how to do this so you don't hit a blood vessel. This was helpful, though I can't tell for sure how helpful, considering all else I did. 5) *facial massage—first gently and then more vigorously—this, several times a day. In addition I puckered and smiled and raised my eyebrows (even though I had to lift the left side of my face manually. 6) frequent applications of Young's Living Oils, in particular *Thieves and Pain Away. (Young's Living Oils is located in Payson, Utah. They're one of the best essential oil companies around) I also used *geranium and juniper from another fairly good company. Also, plenty of vitamins and "green" from Young's. 7) tinctures: antiviral and nerve soother, *St. Johnswort; to help with inflammation and mucous drainage (I still have waves of gland/lymph swelling on the left side), *Echinacea with Goldenseal; to calm the painful nerves and also to calm the rest of me, *skullcap. 8) *a teaspoon each of raw honey and organic apple cider vinegar mixed into a cup of water—this for general wellbeing and to reduce mucus. As with the B-12 shots, can't be sure, but I sensed this was very helpful. 9) I ate lightly to leave my body energy to heal the palsy. 10) Once in a while, I used warm ginger tea compresses to increase circulation, and I drank ginger tea. 11) I visualized my face back to normal and asked friends not to fret over me, but to send me healing energy. I also did this for myself. 12) As for my eye, when it wouldn't close, I used
Duolube at night to protect my cornea and Bion teardrops at least every
hour during the day. During walks in the Maine winter, I now wear ski
goggles, also a fleece hood and plenty of scarves to cover my cheek,
ear and neck.
The following are stories by others who have read maggie's story and wanted to share their experiences with Bell's palsy . . .
This story sent by Mary on October 3rd, 2007.... Dear Maggie, I, too, have been diagnosed with Bell's palsy.
On June 12, 2007, just 16 weeks ago, was the first time it hit me. I
had severe headaches for months prior to this episode. I had the same
headache for weeks on end. Other than my two pregnancies I hadn't seen
a doctor for an illness of my own since I was a child. I've always had
headaches, but they always went away after a day or two or three. These
headaches were too much. I saw a doctor about them and all I got were
pain meds that didn't even help with the headaches. I think they were
a sign of my impending Bell's palsy. The night before my Bell's palsy
hit I had a headache so piercing and painful I was throwing up. My headaches
were mostly on the right side of my face and the back of my head all
the way down to my neck. This is also the side of my face the bell's
palsy was on. I took some over the counter pain reliever and went to
bed when the pain subsided. I awoke the next morning and made a phone
call first Sincerely,
a follow-up message from Mary.... Dear Maggie, I forgot to mention that I had a bad taste in my
mouth both times after the facial sympotms began. Certain things tasted
alright, but others tasted terrible. Even bottled water, purified water,
and tap water all had an almost metallic taste. I have been able to
move my tongue Thank you again for sharing your experience and posting those of others with the same affliction. It truly does help to know I am not alone. Sincerely,
From David, on October 2nd, 2007.... Maggie, I was a stockbroker at the time and was not taking care of myself as I was working 100 hours a week and was stressed to the max. I took 3 weeks off work and slept 14 hours a day, took every vitamin imaginable, steroids, acupuncture, stretching, physiotherapy, Cat Scan, MRI, X-ray, chiropractor etc ... I spent roughly $10,000 trying to get better. Massage therapy helped a little so I would spend money on that if I had to do it all over again. Nothing worked, I could not close my left
eye for six months and used to go to work wearing a pirate patch. I
was so depressed. Note: I had a headache from the Bell's everyday for
almost 4 years. In behind my left ear (infected side) and into my temple. 1. Go get a facial massage 3 times a week at least, and everyday if possible; get a family member to do it if you can't afford it. Massage might help a little as it did help me. 2. Look in the mirror an hour a day and physically
try to move your face. You must get your brain to try to remake the
connections you lost with the injury. Try to make every face possible
and hold your breadth with each pose. When you breathe you will lose
your focus as you need certain muscles to open your nasal passage etc.
maggie's reply: yes, david. very helpful. thank you (and others will thank you, i'm sure) for taking the time. i'm assuming you read my story on my site and other "success" stories on my site as well. if you did you'll know that there are even gentler approaches, which involve no machines, or strict procedures. in my case, for example, i'm practically certain that, with a little bit of grace, b-12 shots -- yes, shots -- i gave my self and self massage with lavender oil in an almond oil base -- plus all the herbal nervines i used, were tremendously helpful (singing and laughing didn't hurt either!). the main thing is to do what you did, what i and others did, to bring about success and that was to take our healing into our own hands, tracking down the finest resources and using them faithfully. i also added in plenty of prayer -- not only that i be healed but that others who suffer with bell's and other challenges be healed as well. even before three weeks were up and i was completely healed, like you, i wanted to give back. all blessings to you. i'm glad you're oh so close to at last being clear of bell's. maggie (davis)
Reenie sent this on January 24th, 2007.... I am a very healthy person. However, two weeks before Bell's palsy hit, I had broken my right shoulder. I compensated by using my left side to do all my chores, work and carry heavy stuff. When I got bells palsy, incidently on my left side, I stopped and listened to my body. I used both conventional and alternative therapies. I took steroids and an antiviral drug for a week as my doctor prescribed. I noticed that when I finished the steroids that I had pain from where I guess the affected nerve was, at the nape of my neck, straight up my head, down alongside my eye, settling on my cheek. From your website, I learned of B-12. I did not take injections, but I did take a supplement. I also took a general B vitamin supplement. I increased my potassium intake, as I read that would be beneficial. I was concerned for my eye. Taping it did not work. I tried many kinds of tape. I had a web of tape over my eye to keep it closed. It always popped open. I am allergic to eye drops. Therefore, I put a petroluem based eye ointment in my eye and put a patch over it. I applied the ointment several times a day. I decided the best thing for me was to figure
out how to get through bells palsy in the most positive way possible. It was hard having Bell's palsy, but I'm better for having that experience. Reenie P.S. (from January 26th, 2007): I am very sensitive to hormonal changes. Peri-memopause was the pitts! I am curious whether any other women had a sense that hormones played some sort of role in Bell's palsy?
E-mail: reeniesargent@comcast.net
from Gail of Denver, Colorado on January 28th, 2006.... My son was just diagnosed with Bell's palsy
tonight. I am seeing that several people at your website taped
their eye shut at night. Could you tell me how to do this for
him? I am trying to use a small piece of gauze under the tape,
so that it doesn't stick to his eyelashes, but am afraid the eye will
work open under it without me knowing. I am worried about his
cornea being damaged by anything that comes in contact with his eye. E-mail: rngbruce1@comcast.net
maggie's reply: dear gail, with all goodwill and blessings.
from Prasanna of Uttar Pradesh in India, on January 21st, 2006... Dear Maggie madam E-mail: prasannavet@rediffmail.com
reply from maggie: dear prasanna,
reply from Prasanna on January 23rd, 2006: Dear madam
from Susanna, on January 20, 2006.... Hi... E-mail: osusannalh@yahoo.com
maggie's reply: dear susanna, i wish you all blessings. to Susanna, from another reader (Sheri), on April 25th, 2007: I read your article on Maggies page. I too had Bell's palsy on both sides of my face. The first time was in March of 1998, the second was around November 1999. I was wondering if you found anything more on this
rarity. I am having MS symptoms, which Bi-Lateral Bell's such as ours
can be a sign of. The only problem is that I keep testing negative for
MS and keep finding doctors that don't know the cause. Since January
of this year (2007), my muscles have severely begun to atrophy, my muscles
are so weak and have so much pain and tingling, that I am unable to
walk more than a few feet. I finally got my employer to provide me a
motorized wheelchair for work. When at home, I don't have that luxury
and I keep falling. I have sprained my foot the other night. E-mail: swithrow@insightbb.com
maggie's reply to Sheri, April 25th, 2007: dear sheri, if you haven't already, and are moved to, try every
bell's, als, ms forum and newsgroup you can find. the folks on these
forums will point you in new directions, perhaps. when i helped myself
through bell's, it was the forums i went to, not the doctors. the folks
were so helpful and supportive. i am inspired and informed reading person
accounts of people facing illness, of whatever kind. also, where do you live? i know that in my coastal but rural area of maine, there are few doctors i'd entrust with my healing. perhaps , google best als (ms, bell's docs). see who feels right to you. call their offices. maybe you can get a phone appointment or some kindly secretary or nurse in the office will have heard of someone with your symptoms and you can connect with that person. i wish i could help. i send you all best and invite you to email me again, either with more questions, (or good news!). love,
HH of Concordia, Kansas sent this story on January 6th, 2006.... I had Bell's palsy too—at the age of 35. What I want to share with others is this: ACUPUNCTURE After 4 months of a quite severe case, my
lip moved up after only one treatment. My smile is different—and that is a loss for me—photos look terrible in my eyes, but not all of them, and it is sad to lose your face, no matter how much returns. I still have a watery eye and, when cold, a droop. But it could have been worse—and I am sad more people use the prednesone instead of trying the acupucture. It was miraculous for me—I was told I had a very severe case—and from there I recovered once the needling began after two weeks. And yes, I now use scarves, hats, earmuffs and a headband to cover it all up in the winter! (not all at once hahaha) Hope this helps someone. Good Luck. P.S. I was told high reoccurance ages are the 30's and the 50's. Sigh.... E-mail: hathorneh@sbcglobal.net
the following is an e-mail dialogue between Steve Miller and maggie.... 12/24/05, from Steve: 12/25/05, from maggie: all good fortune to you, 12/28/05, from Steve: 1/6/06, from Steve: E-mail: gudpackage@gmail.com
this comes from Carol Britt, of Latrobe, Pennsylvania, on April 27th, 2005.... It was the week of April 4, 2005 and I wasn't
feeling quite myself…generally tired and run down but was blaming
it on work. I'm a 56 year old elementary/middle school teacher,
working on my counseling licensure, plus planning the wedding of my
only daughter. As each day arrived the paralysis of the right side of my face became more apparent. My eye started to bother me on Sunday while in the hospital. I read some information my husband brought from the internet and it mentioned that the eye may be affected due to non-blinking. Monday I asked for an eye patch while in the hospital. They gave me some tear-gen to keep the eye wet and no other directions. My own medical doctor came in on Monday morning and agreed with Bell's palsy. He prescribed Prednisone for a five week period and I went home. I made an appointment to see him within two weeks from leaving the hospital. Luckily, my brother is a chiropractor and I was so glad to have him on board with all of this. He adjusted me as soon as I got out of the hospital and many times since then. I think that has made a world of difference in my recovery. Once home I settled into the whole experience and decided to document it. On Tuesday I two pictures, one with the patch on and one without the patch. I didn't have any make-up on so it's not a real flattering picture but it shows the extent of the paralysis. I'm glad I took the picture because, now exactly three weeks later I can't believe the difference!! I decided to call the eye doctor on that Tuesday as my eye was really bothering me. It was a good thing I called, my eye was full of abrasions and it could have caused the loss of my eyesight if it had not been treated. I was a little upset that no one informed me of this possibility but I decided that I was just happy to have this condition and nothing more serious. My motto became "I'm not complaining, just explaining"?! So, for the next two weeks I dealt with wearing the eye patch, putting in eye drops and antibiotics for the eye. Today, three weeks later, I am recovering nicely. I took my three week pictures and compared them to the other four…it's amazing! I still have a little drag on the right side of my mouth, the metal taste seems to come and go (think I'm dealing with some steroid reaction) but my eye is doing fine! I can now drive and will get out a little which is something I need to do for myself. E-mail: Harkcab@adelphia.net
A Bell's palsy story sent by Amanda, from Hull, England, on April 7th, 2005.... Last wednesday, when I was due at the library,
I was putting on my lipstick, getting my 2 young boys ready. I went
to rub my lips together, and they wouldnt go together, the top lip looked
very strange. It felt like I had just come from the dentist. I mentioned
it to my partner, and he commented that maybe because I had a lot of
injections at the dentist, there was a bit of an after shock.When we
arrived at the library I told Tessa, my friend, about my lip—she
made a comment that it was strange, as my dentist visit was over
a week ago. Over the next few hours, my left side of my face lost all
feeling. When I arrived home, I was very concerned when I looked in
the mirror, and was quite shocked at what I saw. My left brow was lower
than the right, my eye was open and sore, my face was puffy, I looked
very un well, and my mouth drooped, I could hardly speak.The following
day, I called the dentist, they said to go in, so I went in. My dentist
was quite confused by what was happening and said she couldnt understand
as my teeth etc looked more than fine. She suggested maybe it was some
kind of cold and perscribed me some anti-biotics. On monday morning I rang the Dr., I was told to go in at 2pm. He said he would give me details to go up to the hospital and see the specialist. Me and my family went in at 2pm, Dr. K gave me a perscription for steroids and anti-virals. He asked me to go to the chemist, take 8 and then come back to the surgery. So that's what I did. When I returned to the surgery, he said he had spoken to the specialist at the hospital, and my dose was to be increased from 8 steroids to 20!!! I did as instructed, the following day. Since then I have been extremely ill, apart from yesterday (wednesday 6th april). I went to library again with my little one and forgot to take with me my steroids. I felt so much brighter, and my lip started slightly smiling again. So by now, Bell's palsy has been a part of
my life for a week. I have treated it with aromatherapy baths, homeopathy,
singing!! (I am a professional singer), and singing is fabulous for
the circulation, and I am just going to start yoga. I already exercise
regularly,though now I will exercise to an even deeper more commited
level. My whole lifestyle has to change. People say I am handling it
well, the way I see it is that it could have been something so much
worse, and that there is a huge possibility of recovery.I have had so
many positive thoughts and prayers coming my way—I am fortunate
and blessed that my friends and family love me so much and offer me
such support. I made for my eye — I used sunflower oil as a carrier oil, and in it I added 4 drops of tea tree and 2 drops of lavendar. I rub this over my eye and cheek, and also add it to my bath water. I am about to make up a careplan for today and to start yoga to heighten relaxation and visualisation :-) E-mail: indogo1111@yahoo.com
Kate sent this story on January 21st, 2005.... About two years ago, when I was 14, I developed an extremely rare case of bells palsy. While most people just have it on one side of their face, and many at least get some type of symtom, I wasn't that lucky. I went to sleep on December 15, 2002, as a completely normal 14 year old, without a single indication that something might be wrong. The next morning i awoke for school and noticed that I couldn't blink easily. I looked in the mirror and recieved the shocker of my life. I couldn't move either side of my face. I had the extremely rare form of bells palsy, (about 1 in every 5,000 people get bells palsy, but less than 1% of those few get bilateral). Naturally, I freaked out, having no idea what the heck this was and why I couldn't move my face. I went to the doctor less than two hours later and found out that I had not only bilateral bels palsy, which the doctor had never even seen a case of before, but lyme disease also. A few days later, I had to have an IV put into my arm for four weeks. Now would be a good time to mention that I'm deathly phobic of needles. I had to put moisture drops in my eyes several times a day because I could no longer blink automatically, causing my eyes to be tearing constantly. Over the next three months, it was a bit of a nightmare to walk around and have to explain to people why I couldn't move my face. For the first month or so, while it was at its worse, I couldn't taste food. No matter what I ate or drank, everything had an extremely unappetizing sour minty taste. Eventually, it started to get better, and after about three and a half months it was gone. There are still some signs of it left though. When I yawn, my mouth drifts towards the left side and my right eye closes completely, and if I'm sleepy, my face is much weaker that usual. I'm extremely paranoid every time I feel the slightest pain in my face or feeling that showed up with it, and I'm constantly terrifed of a relapse. Most people feel pity for me if I tell them about this, but I'm actually glad that it happened. It woke me up to the fact that I'm not invincible to rare things, as much as every person would like to beleive think that they are. E-mail: silverflame4889@yahoo.com
This comes from Yvette, of Berkeley, California.... I was diagnosed with Bell's palsy when I was 12. It wasn't too bad, except for the fact that I couldn't close my left eye. After about 2 mos. I didn't recover all the way though...which made me feel really self-concious because when I took pictures, I could see that my face was not symmetrical. Eventually I got over it, until 2 years later. I got it again, and then again, and again...and now I'm suffering from my fifth spell of bell's palsy and I'm only 18 years old!! The doctors have no answers, people think I have a lazy eye, I'm embarassed to smile! Now, I'm looking into acupuncture and possible surgery which made me stumble onto this website. I've been given prednisone and acyclovir, which helps for the time being. BUt definitely doesn't keep it from coming back. I decided to share my story to encourage you all not to take this lightly. Take care of yourselves, see specialists, ask questions. When the doctors seem like they have no answers, ask other doctors. I will keep you all updated after possible surgery and/or acupuncture. Keep hope alive! Don't let this make you depressed or ill, (like it has sometimes made me) just relax and try not to be stressed. Stress is sometimes the initiator... E-mail: sarcasmwithasmile@hotmail.com
A story sent to us by RO of Tarpon Springs, Florida.... Hi, my name is Ro and I just happened upon this site by accident. My story with Bell's palsy began five years ago. I had an earache and was experiencing episodes of dizziness during the day. I tried all sorts of home treatments but, nothing was helping. A couple of days later I started to get this ringing in my ears which got louder and louder. It just plain drove me crazy. It sounded like Sunday Church bells ringing in my head and ears. I wanted to bang my head against the wall just to make the ringing go away. It was driving me crazy. All I heard was bells constantly. One night I placed a heating pad on my left side of my face by the ear which was ringing. I thought this might help it disappear. I was so desperate to try anything. I had the ceiling fan going full blast. Needless to say the combination of this strong cool breeze blowing in the affected ear and the heat of the pad on HOT would end up ruining me for the rest of my life. It has cost me the life I once knew and ended my 30 yr marriage. I woke up in the early am one day and my then husband looked at me and I will always remember the look of horror on his face to this very day. He said RO you had a stroke. I could feel something was wrong because my eye on the left side would not close and I was drooling out of the corner of my mouth on that side of the face. I took one look into the mirror and what looked back at me was not my face which I had known my whole life but one who now looked like a monster who was disfigured! My left eye hung like five inches lower than my right eye, my mouth was about that length lower than the other side. My one eyebrow was down also. I couldn't speak correctly, my speech made no sense, my eye would not close and I started to panic. Without any medical insurance I knew no one would really see me in any office for treatment neither would a hospital. I hurried up and got dressed and went to a local clinic and sat for five hours. They did nothing for me except give me a name of a Ear doctor who gave me a hearing test which showed I lost hearing totally in one ear on the left side and my eye sight was failing also. He diagnosed me with an extreme case of Bell's palsy & told me to take the Rx which he handed me to the local pharmacy to get filled and take the steriods as directed. I did as I was told and continued back to his office where he saw me once a week for three months. There was no change of my appearance. I hid in my home during the day and only went out in the dark of night fearing others would see me. I became a recluse in my own world of this disease or illness called Bell's palsy. The doctor finally asked the local hospital to do a charity Ct scan on me of my head. The results showed nothing. The doctor continued to give me steroids and assured me I would get better and my face would return to normal. After 6 months of this my then-Husband turned to me one day out of the blue and said Ro you are to ugly to look at anymore and went on his very way to carry on an affair with a woman up the street who lived in our community. The neighbors took pity on me and took care of me and to make a long story shorter I went on to somewhat heal but my face remained crooked. My husband divorced me right after this. The only place who would hire me back then was the local flower shop whose owner was disabled. She was a sweet lady who actually hired alot of single Mom's and people like myself. I worked for minium wage for years and continued to show some slight improvement. I turned out to be one of a small percentage of people who never heal from this horrible illness that doctors claim has no cure or known real origin. I consider myself an expert on the effects of having this ailment after researching it for an instense five very long years and feel if doctors really spent the time doing the right tests and studying the patients with the stories of horror about Bell's they just might end the misery of this illness and find a cure. Nevertheless I counted my blessings for all I had experienced in life and never became bitter with the ex who by the way is dying of cancer now at the young age of 49. Oh yea the girlfriend up the street well she threw him out when he got ill. Seems he got exactly what he dished out to me. God has a funny way of making what comes around goes around you know what I mean right? No matter how bad you feel or how ill you get, just look around and you will see tons of people who are worse off than you! Just glance up at the clouds, look at the ocean and smell the air that is what life is all about! My lessons on this earth continue.......... Ro and her angels! E-mail: Angelicro@aol.com This came from Kara Logan, of Isle of Wight, England, on May 8th, 2004.... Thank you for your e-mail, I will discuss with my midwife when I see her to ask her advice on using the [pure] lavender oil [in a base of organic almond oil] for massage on my face [as you suggested]. I would be honoured if you put my story on your web site, after all if I can give hope to at least one person suffering with Bell’s then it is worth it as not enough is known about this condition, especially by GP’s. I thought I would write down my experience in a bit more detail which you can put with my original e-mail that I sent to you yesterday and edit it as you see fit. October 1996, aged 24 years, Tonsillitis, was given
antibiotics by GP, woke up one morning with pins and needles on the
left hand side of my tongue and a bitter taste in my mouth, went into
the shower, bent my head back to rinse off shampoo and a sharp burning
pain shot up my neck from the base to my jaw line by my left ear, (this
was the only pain I experienced), thought I’d just pulled a muscle,
went to put on my make-up and couldn’t close my left eye, couldn’t
drink properly (dribbled) at this point I thought I’d had a stroke
as I was on the contraceptive pill and this was the time that the news
was full of stories of blood clots etc. I went to the GP the next
day and Bell’s was confirmed, with my abrupt diagnosis (as told
in previous e-mail), was given steroids for 10 days (high dose though
can’t remember what they were called – were small red, about
the size of the contraceptive pill and had to take 8 at a time).
These had no effect on any of my symptoms, I then did facial exercises
and massaged my face as instructed to me by a friend, these were as
listed below: 33 and a half weeks pregnant on the 1st June 2000,
Bells palsy started again, I woke up to a searing stabbing pain in the
base of my neck again on the left hand side running up to the side of
my jaw just next to my ear, this time I had constant pain as well as
facial paralysis. 5th June 2000, saw different GP, showed him all the information I had printed off and told him I thought I had Bell’s, he replied “that he thought I was right, after all as I had had it before I should know what the symptoms were, and asked if he could keep the information for future reference”. 6th June 2000, had my ears syringed, waste of time, it made no difference. 12th June 2000, my husband had to go for a routine appointment with his chiropractor and I went along, he asked me what was wrong and I explained that I had Bell’s, he asked me to hop onto the couch and started to manipulate my skull and neck (he practises a method called McTimoney, which gently manipulates muscle and bone with sweeping of his hands over affected parts of your body). As soon as he did this the pain in my neck and head instantly went and that evening I was able to close my eye! 13th June 2000, I got my dimple back on the left hand side of my face and was able to drink a cup of tea without dribbling! 14th June 2000, I can whistle! 17th June 2000, all my face is back to normal, except for a slight twitch in my left eye as before when I am tired. I do believe that having a great support of family and friends helped me to recover as well as self determination that I would not be brought down by this awful affliction. I think it is a great shame that GP’s and the medical profession in general do not know enough about this condition as to me my face is everything I am as a person, it’s what people first see when they meet me, my bubbly smile, and when I got Bell’s I didn’t feel whole anymore, but I got through it, twice, and think I am stronger and more understanding because of it. But I do know how hard it is and how lonely you feel when this happens to you and not everyone is as lucky as I was to recover. I hope you can edit this as you wish and use it for your web site, I would be very happy for you to use my email address and name etc. I hope this is useful to you and hope to hear from you soon. Yours sincerely, E-mail: logie71@yahoo.co.uk Kate Oliver writes from England (with a response from maggie following): Dear maggie I've just read several of the personal stories from your website and can't thank you enough for making the information available this way. I have suffered from Bell's for about 14 years now - I have just been diagnosed with my third 'episode' after a ten year pause. As a child, it was just mild to moderate - a bit of a dropp to the eye and a post-dental work looking swollen mouth. Now, at 28, it would seem that God has decided I should try Bell's at full whack and it's incredibly depressing. The hardest thing for me was not any fear; as I said, I've had this before, but just how awful it is to have the adult awareness of the importance (or society's version of importance) of how we look and to see our faces so horribly contorted. I am a teacher and so I stand before hundreds of chilren on a daily basis and can only give thanks that this attack has taken place during the Easter break and that, all being well, I will only need a minimal amount of time away from work - I couldn't possibly cope with being seen in public right now. And from that, I would reiterate the comment someone made on the site - that it is vital that family members and friends are supportive and aware of the psychological impact of having this happen. In terms of onset, on this occasion I had been feeling extremely run down with awful debilitating joint pain (back, inside elbows and back of knees especially, with pins and needles in my hands and feet), to the point that I could only sit, stand or lie down for 20 minute periods in rotation to alleviate the different strains of each 'stance' and had visited my GP. Unfortunately, a dreadful locum was the only person available to see me and I was simply given painkillers (kapake) and sent on my way - having been made to feel like a malingering time waster. The joint pain was excruciating and I ended up at my local Accident and Emergency Department in the early hours of the morning 2 days later. I was then given diazepam and tramodol, some naproxen, told I had 'a viral infection' and sent away. I had by this time had three days off work and was feeling no better. I first noticed facial symptoms on Monday of this week (1 full week after starting with the joint pains), but I recognised the onset of Bell's and only expected that which I had experienced as a child. Sadly, I was very mistaken. On Tuesday morning, I awoke very early having had another dreadful night. I had total facial paralysis on the right hand side, with an obvious swelling along my jaw line, a fierce pain along the jaw and up to my ear, my eye did not close, my mouth drooped down visibly, it was so much worse than anything I'd experienced before. I'm talking in the past tense, which is awfully precipitate, as the symptoms remain unchanged. I visited my parents and went to see their GP as my own could not provide an appointment for 3 weeks (or I could see the helpful locum sooner!). I was given predisone (60mg daily) and have to go back next Wednesday for a check up. I also have 'fake tears' to protect the eye and an eye patch (very fetching) to wear as required - I splint my eye closed with surgical tape to sleep. I have been on-line searching for as much information
as I can find. The constants I have noticed are B vitamin supplements,
especially cobalamin sublinguals, and gentle facial massage. I was extremely
impressed with the information on the National Neurological Society's
site, which advised that facial massage should precede any facial exercises
to ensure that further damage wasn't caused - they recommend that sufferers
wait until there is some return of feeling / motion before attempting
exercises - and this is my intention. I will certainly be in contact if any of the treatments
I attempt provide any obvious improvement. The information is so conflicting
and confusing that I have to admit to a certain fear of trying anything
as the idea of this becoming worse, more long-lasting or that my recovery
could be compromised truly terrifies me. Sincerely, thank you for providing this site and for allowing me to vent. Yours E-mail: Brookoliv@aol.com The response from maggie: dear kate, oh, my. what a tangle. i'm so sorry that you
are suffering. some questions: for a while, is there a way you could stay with
someone who lives in an area which features practitioners you could
see who are more aware of alternative treatments? so challenging that when we're feeling the worst we often have to take charge of discovering and acquiring our own healing tools. when i had bells, i forced myself to be around strangers, just a bit, for fear i'd want to hide out forever. this was so challenging to me. whenever possible i smile from my heart and there i was, feeling impotent. it's important that you can smile, even if physically this is impossible right now. both palms over the heart and then extended outward to the person you're "smiling" at is one way of expressing the heart's warmth. forgive me if i'm imposing with all these suggestions. i wish you every blessing in your journey through bell's and think you are very brave. if i were the one (re)suffering bells, i would like to think i was doing the best i could but who knows how i'd react. blessings all around you, maggie
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